i only succeed in failing 

I miss you;

I miss how you laugh, I seriously can’t stop thinking about you. I wish I could tell you how much you make me shake in nervousness in the happiest way possible, how my legs shake and my stomach crunch when I stand next to you, how your eyes say the most meaningful of words in silence and how you make me fall with the words that remains to be unsaid.

In the day, I carve your name at the back of my notebook. At night, you still manage to get me in my dreams.

I think I’m falling in love, I don’t know why, I don’t know how. I’m going to get hurt, yes, but that’s alright. Hurt me with words left unsaid, It’s okay.

I wish I had the guts to tell you all of this.

“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master…”

— Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love 

“ We’re all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness—and call it love—true love. ”

— Robert Fulghum, True Love